I needed you. I needed you to guide me through the storms. But you always seemed to be caught in a whirlwind of your own.
I looked for you for many years, but I couldn’t find who I thought you should be.
I guess you spent those years searching for who you needed.
Did you find what you were looking for? Are you happy?
Does it surprise you now, that I don’t return your calls?
You seemed to have ignored my cries for decades because, you say
“I’m too emotional, too touchy. I’m never happy.”
I gave you credit for how hard you worked, for making it OUT of rough times.
Did you know I made it throught those rough times? Did you see me there? I was with you. I felt the heartache you felt. The pain. I cried those tears.
My meager 10 years trying to make sense…
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